hi. it's been so long. very long. i don't even know how to even write a blog anymore. somehow writing/typing down whatever i'm feeling gets harder with time. i used to love blogging. maybe it's the age? ahh. i miss my teenage years.

i think i should change my layout... or maybe not. i remember the times when i used to have crazy vibrant layouts that made everyone go blind. heheh.


anyways, i'm actually having my finals right now. it's pretty crazy. i don't think i've worked this hard before in my life. no, not even during my A-levels.

how is everyone really? to be honest, i've lost touch with everyone. and i really do mean EVERYONE. i think it's just me; i can't even be bothered to just click on their names and say hello. i don't know why, but i feel like i have nothing to say and i'm sorry. i'm sorry for being the selfish bitch i am but (my hands are itching to write this) it works both ways you see i don't see my notifications buzzing as well. (see how my very selfish self work on its own?)




so, i have to get back to work/study/revisions. i can't wait for the holidays.