hey! i know i know, it has been a looooonnngggggg time! i've decided to try and write every once in a while to keep track of my crazy life at the moment. to be really honest, it has been crazy- the moving, the new school, new people, new subjects, etc etc.


i haven't had any problems with the new friends department. it's the academic i'm failing badly. it's sad really even after working my ass off like a maniac day and night and on the day of the exam everything would just disappear. spoof! i didn't know i had Sabrina in me. now i'm hoping that she would just work her magic and make me smart or....... maybe just whip me up a yummy billionaire, get married and live happily ever after. hehh.

i have stacks of report to re-write and assignments to be done. i don't think they know what summer vacation actually means. it's really disturbing. i have to remind myself all the time of all the work that needs to be done before i head off to Japan again. how depressing. and then there's that exam thats waiting for me just 2 weeks after school reopens. i need to study. now it's like STUDY OR DIE. i don't really have a choice really. and what with all the sports i've been doing. i just don't have enough time! how do the Japanese do it?! HOW?! :(



i really think that i should meet my friends. they're all back for the UK for they're summer holidays and i haven't seen them for over a year. and i need an outlet. i haven't been speaking in English for a long time so excuse me if i start blabbing in Japanese. heheh.

anyways, i haven't written in quite a while. so i think i'm pretty rusty here and there. the old me was quite emotional eh. and really good with words too. now i'm just emotionless, and .....wordless? i think i'm just not as crafty as i used to and i need to bring that me back to life and SOON. :)

see ya!