it occured to me today that i have no friends. i don't know if i should add an 'anymore' at the end of that sentence or i should just leave it that way period. is it me? do i push everyone away?



i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. maybe i should've just stayed. like in Japan. i'm sorry i wish to be away from everyone but i don't think i can actually handle a heartache of being alone.