i dont know what's more yabai; the fact that ive gone to basically all my favourite boybands' concerts or the fact that im actually in Japan and going to all these concerts. :D
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5 months ago today at this exact moment, i couldnt even close my eyes to sleep afraid that i might miss a goodbye, going back and forth in my mind if ive spent quality time with the ones i love most, what life will be like alone and so forth. im still alive, so im grateful. im still me, and im grateful. my faith is still strong, im grateful. with some shitty moments here and there, i thought i was going to lose it but somehow, just the thought of how hard it is for me to actually get here made me stay. the faces of how proud everyone at home is made me stay and finish what i, myself started. it wasn't easy, it still isnt and it will never be. so im trying to stay afloat no matter what may come and try to drown me (by this i dont mean my favourite boys.)
life's tough, i get that now. so im gonna go through every single thing that comes; one and a time. :)
im glad i got to where i am now. ♥
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5 months ago today at this exact moment, i couldnt even close my eyes to sleep afraid that i might miss a goodbye, going back and forth in my mind if ive spent quality time with the ones i love most, what life will be like alone and so forth. im still alive, so im grateful. im still me, and im grateful. my faith is still strong, im grateful. with some shitty moments here and there, i thought i was going to lose it but somehow, just the thought of how hard it is for me to actually get here made me stay. the faces of how proud everyone at home is made me stay and finish what i, myself started. it wasn't easy, it still isnt and it will never be. so im trying to stay afloat no matter what may come and try to drown me (by this i dont mean my favourite boys.)
life's tough, i get that now. so im gonna go through every single thing that comes; one and a time. :)
im glad i got to where i am now. ♥
