did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
and that heaven is overrated
tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
one without a permanent scar
and did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
and head back to the milky way
and tell me, did venus blow your mind
was it everything you wanted to find
and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
-Drops of Jupiter.
i was calm. i stayed calm because no matter how scared i got it'll never change what's been decided and i couldnt even hope. whats true is that i did my best and if my best isnt good enough than all i can do is take it all in even if it hurts. and precisely at this very moment, im taking it all in and trying to be as grateful as humanly possible. im not going to put myself in others' shoes and start grieving. nor will i start questioning myself with the what ifs and wallow in self pity. no.
at least ive tried. thats all that matters.
chin up, hold my head up high and move on. ive got more important matters to pursue.
