i should start updating my to-do list.
now at the very top of my to-do list is to sell my kidney to give the boys a rest. or pretty much any part of my body that needs to be butchered and get money. SERIOUSLY. they look so tired and lifeless and i think im about to cry when i see them. T_____T and they're developing PIMPLES! BLOODY PIMPLES ON THEIR PERFECT FACES! D: GAH.
second on my to-do list is to actually start developing my graphics journal/portfolio. its so rotten now.
third is to get more money. apparently im spending a lot. but dad doesnt mind it seems. he prefers me not working and taking courses so i can me multi-talented or so he thinks. heh.
fourth is to stop falling head over heels in love with every single male that i see on screen. be it japanese or korean or just someone from books im currently reading. (now im in love with Chaz who's Luke's bestfriend and i loved Luke from the first two books.)
see how hopeless im being over the holidays?! heh.
what else is there to rant about? oh and the fact that my BOY, Jae, didnt turn up at the 16th Annual Korean Entertainment Award to receive the award they won. THEY WON. THAT MAKES 20 AWARDS THIS YEAR ITSELF. UP YOURS LOSERS. hahahahahaaha. im not THAT happy cos well, Jae wasnt there wearing brightly coloured suits. hmph. stupid filming schedule. he shouldnt have accepted filming. NO NO NO!! he's more tired now. and i would rather die than seeing him looking frail and skinny and pale. T__T
heh. im trying my best to be... um.. less rabid. whatever.
now at the very top of my to-do list is to sell my kidney to give the boys a rest. or pretty much any part of my body that needs to be butchered and get money. SERIOUSLY. they look so tired and lifeless and i think im about to cry when i see them. T_____T and they're developing PIMPLES! BLOODY PIMPLES ON THEIR PERFECT FACES! D: GAH.
second on my to-do list is to actually start developing my graphics journal/portfolio. its so rotten now.
third is to get more money. apparently im spending a lot. but dad doesnt mind it seems. he prefers me not working and taking courses so i can me multi-talented or so he thinks. heh.
fourth is to stop falling head over heels in love with every single male that i see on screen. be it japanese or korean or just someone from books im currently reading. (now im in love with Chaz who's Luke's bestfriend and i loved Luke from the first two books.)
see how hopeless im being over the holidays?! heh.
what else is there to rant about? oh and the fact that my BOY, Jae, didnt turn up at the 16th Annual Korean Entertainment Award to receive the award they won. THEY WON. THAT MAKES 20 AWARDS THIS YEAR ITSELF. UP YOURS LOSERS. hahahahahaaha. im not THAT happy cos well, Jae wasnt there wearing brightly coloured suits. hmph. stupid filming schedule. he shouldnt have accepted filming. NO NO NO!! he's more tired now. and i would rather die than seeing him looking frail and skinny and pale. T__T
heh. im trying my best to be... um.. less rabid. whatever.
