"there's more to caring for someone; loving someone than running around telling every person you know and twenty more you don't. thats just wanting attention, being selfish. the only person who really needs to know is the one that your love is for. IF you really care for him, you have to trust him to love you in return even if it seems terrifying because you may just end up with something worth all the initial fear."

its really scary when you wake up to something like that staring back at you. i had to really squint my eyes to read but once i was half-way through and done, i never got back to sleep. i just toss and turn in bed till i figured that i should just give him a call and cry and tell him. but i didnt. cos i was scared.

care to guess how today is going to be for me?