i have no idea why im up at this goddamn hour of the day. just jolted up when the alarm rang. possibly becos im insane OR im insane. i think ive gone insane. @__@

now i seriously think that i have OCD. REALLY. did a lot of research on it last night. fortunately or unfortunately, its genetics. so basically i mustve got it from someone in the family. and i bet i know who.

so, i seriously need help. this has been getting the most of me and its making me tired. and its unhealthy.

i need a shrink.