well, not exactly. by life i mean, the internet. dad threaten to take it away yesterday. he already did but me being the smart one asked for it to print chemistry papers. it is true though. i am printing chem papers now. while blogging and downloading and chatting and fangirling. all at one time. and im trying to make everything fast fast fast. ANDDDDDD drag the time by printing everything slooooowwwwly. :D
exams been killing my brain. or i should say whatever is left of a used to be brain. i bet its the size of a peanut now. D: im such a sad person. i never really notice the small things thats been happening around me since ive been abducted by korea/japan. OR IM JUST BEING AN IGNORANT ASS. well, being ignorant is more like it.
i think its really funny how my life has instantly changed over a short period of time. 2 years isnt really a long time compared to the other 15 to 16 years of my life. so i have practically been through the agonizing pre-teen period which pretty much made me the way i was. (note that i used 'was' instead of 'is', its because i was a normal human being before the abduction you see. ^^ )
so now, i may say that my pre-adult is waaaaayyyyyy fucked up than i can ever ever imagine. no no, dont get me wrong. i mean, its awesome being a fucking spoiled brat. but there are times that i wish i was more of a hardworker instead of a whiny bitch and gets whatever she wants in just a snap of a finger. BUT after living life like how it has been and suddenly turn into a poor whiny bitch kinda scares me. i guess its safe to say that im never satisfied in my life. NEVER.
okay, so how did i come to even write all this? -.-" i am so screwed in life. if i can really call this life. for two years it has been pretty much revolving around dongbang, suju, bigbang, ss501, news-- OHMAIGAWD. THATS NOT LIFE. thats what i call ways of taking years off my life.
i feel like such a loser typing these out. bye.
exams been killing my brain. or i should say whatever is left of a used to be brain. i bet its the size of a peanut now. D: im such a sad person. i never really notice the small things thats been happening around me since ive been abducted by korea/japan. OR IM JUST BEING AN IGNORANT ASS. well, being ignorant is more like it.
i think its really funny how my life has instantly changed over a short period of time. 2 years isnt really a long time compared to the other 15 to 16 years of my life. so i have practically been through the agonizing pre-teen period which pretty much made me the way i was. (note that i used 'was' instead of 'is', its because i was a normal human being before the abduction you see. ^^ )
so now, i may say that my pre-adult is waaaaayyyyyy fucked up than i can ever ever imagine. no no, dont get me wrong. i mean, its awesome being a fucking spoiled brat. but there are times that i wish i was more of a hardworker instead of a whiny bitch and gets whatever she wants in just a snap of a finger. BUT after living life like how it has been and suddenly turn into a poor whiny bitch kinda scares me. i guess its safe to say that im never satisfied in my life. NEVER.
okay, so how did i come to even write all this? -.-" i am so screwed in life. if i can really call this life. for two years it has been pretty much revolving around dongbang, suju, bigbang, ss501, news-- OHMAIGAWD. THATS NOT LIFE. thats what i call ways of taking years off my life.
i feel like such a loser typing these out. bye.
