-.-'' yumni's mom told everyone that was there that i understand and speak korean. and so, i started conversing in korean with her korean aunt and cousin. it was embarrassing. -.-'' "you should be proud, you know." oh hell, i should. BUT IT WAS AWKWARD. hmph.

i rearranged all my papers and files today. it was hell. i never knew i had so many papers stuck everywhere in my bookshelf. but now its tidy and clean and smart and im very proud. only now, i have a few more things to complete- mechanics test, maths assignments and physics. i cant remember what was it that my physics tutor told us to do. hmm. i dont recall noting it down anywhere too. i must be so dreaming in class yesterday. and too excited about getting out of class early for the MOE scholarship talks and everything. :D
so i have a set goal now. it is to get a scholarship to korea. yes. gahaha. and no, not from the moe but from the korean government. and sinceeeeeeeeee (well me being all "thinking of the future") ive got a place in the snu, i think there might be a chance. MAYBE. A BIG FAT MAYBE. shrug. but yeah.
i guess it was suppose to be a motivational talk but i dont really feel "motivated". i was for an hour or so but ater i woke up this morning everything just feel slow and lazy and blah. maybe there IS something wrong with me.



i have decided to go on a strike. it has been more than 24 hours now and i havent touched my phone to reply his msgs. :D hahaha. take that you dklhdlksajshitsgdkjsghdg.

so be it.