It's a new day. I guess. It's Sunday and it's early morning. Just finished a good chat with Anna. My bff who is now in Holland. I wish she's here.
Anna: I don't think she exists. Maybe just to see how you reacted.
Me: Maybe.
Anna: Listen, he's unsure so he did that. He doesnt want to hurt you or lose you. That's where the "close friend" comes in. It's hard, I know. But you gotta think about it. From a whole different angle. From his side if you can.
Me: But he doesn't have to be super honest. Like, you know. THAT HONEST. I'm so so so powdered.
Anna: Yeah. But I doubt that that's true. I mean, the way he treated you before this, is so obvious that he's insane about you and this just came up after you have doubts. It's logic. He's using psychology.
Me: Or maybe he's a psycho himself. Trying to kill me.
Anna: Hey, what happened to you. You used to be so strong and these stuff never bother you the least. Now, it's controlling your life. It's making me sad too.
Me: I dont know. This one is just so crazy. It's like, my whole self gave in.
Anna: Okay. Then do something that'll tick him. See how it goes.
Me: I dont know. I'll think about it.
I hate that Anna is always right. I just finished crying my eyes out. I think by now my eyebags are as heavy as my school bag. Gila.
Okay. Update tomorrow. Have to be up in a couple of hours to go to my Aunt's place for a family gathering or something like that. I might have to send my sis to bandar like in a few more hours? I think.
Later!
Oh dude, I fucking care and I'm not going anywhere.
Anna: I don't think she exists. Maybe just to see how you reacted.
Me: Maybe.
Anna: Listen, he's unsure so he did that. He doesnt want to hurt you or lose you. That's where the "close friend" comes in. It's hard, I know. But you gotta think about it. From a whole different angle. From his side if you can.
Me: But he doesn't have to be super honest. Like, you know. THAT HONEST. I'm so so so powdered.
Anna: Yeah. But I doubt that that's true. I mean, the way he treated you before this, is so obvious that he's insane about you and this just came up after you have doubts. It's logic. He's using psychology.
Me: Or maybe he's a psycho himself. Trying to kill me.
Anna: Hey, what happened to you. You used to be so strong and these stuff never bother you the least. Now, it's controlling your life. It's making me sad too.
Me: I dont know. This one is just so crazy. It's like, my whole self gave in.
Anna: Okay. Then do something that'll tick him. See how it goes.
Me: I dont know. I'll think about it.
I hate that Anna is always right. I just finished crying my eyes out. I think by now my eyebags are as heavy as my school bag. Gila.
Okay. Update tomorrow. Have to be up in a couple of hours to go to my Aunt's place for a family gathering or something like that. I might have to send my sis to bandar like in a few more hours? I think.
Later!
Oh dude, I fucking care and I'm not going anywhere.
