Monday, November 19, 2007
I just wish you to be here and give me the most huge hug ever in the whole wide world and tell me that everything is okay even when in real fact that nothing is okay.

I just want to feel something other that this pathetic depressed, sad stupid feelings I've been having. Really. I may look happy on the outside but in this little crumbled heart, only god knows how unbelievable and unbearable the pain is.

I just want to be happy. Honestly. I do. That's all I want.

I'm sorry to all those whom I've troubled over my lameness. It's unintentional. Really sorry.