I CRIED AGAIN TODAY.
WHY?
Because I just couldn't help it and think of all of those people close to me not coming up with me. Being one step closer to the real world. Actually A-levels is the real world. But we just dont realise it because we're all ignorant. Deny all you want but face it, if you aren't, why are you doing not so good in school? See? I'm making some sense here. At least. For the first time especially about these kind of stuff. Kesian eee kawan ku. And my result suck monkey balls real bad i should be retained. But the school decided to promote me anyways. I dont know why. Mun sekadar 40+% atu wah, duii, nda jua lapas A-level tu kaliah. *sighs*
I'm feeling pretty emo lately and I don't know why. Wait. I do know why. It's because of all the things that's been revolving around me. And it's not always pretty and I hate most of them. It's so stupid most of the time I want to kill someone. I'm wondering how Tierah is doing though. Cause I haven't seen her for like ages. I'm wondering how many of my friends are doing. *shrugs* I guess we'll see next year? Yeah.
Now, tomorrow is the real test. Test whether or not I'll be able to drive as I want or not. Not that I haven't drove as I want, but legally. You know. The exams and all that. It's freaking me out a bit. I dont suck at parking but I do suck at driving on the road. Because I always get a teeny bit faster than the limit. Well, it's all because my dad is a fast driver and my mom too. So it kinda runs in the family. And I love fast rides. Like the roller coasters and bungee jumps. Not to mention the plane! I love the aeroplane. I hope to someday fly one. Not as the co-pilot. But as THE PILOT. Ahhh. Imagine, "This is your captain pilot Dila Ibrahim speaking, our flight will arrive to our destination right on schedule. So please fasten your seat belts at all times and enjoy." Doesn't that sound so nice? Awuuu. Naiiisssss.
I want ice-cream. And sad movies. Laters!
I really want to share every little thing with you-- hoping that you can put a smile back on my face like you used to. But I guess that's impossible now, isn't it?
WHY?
Because I just couldn't help it and think of all of those people close to me not coming up with me. Being one step closer to the real world. Actually A-levels is the real world. But we just dont realise it because we're all ignorant. Deny all you want but face it, if you aren't, why are you doing not so good in school? See? I'm making some sense here. At least. For the first time especially about these kind of stuff. Kesian eee kawan ku. And my result suck monkey balls real bad i should be retained. But the school decided to promote me anyways. I dont know why. Mun sekadar 40+% atu wah, duii, nda jua lapas A-level tu kaliah. *sighs*
I'm feeling pretty emo lately and I don't know why. Wait. I do know why. It's because of all the things that's been revolving around me. And it's not always pretty and I hate most of them. It's so stupid most of the time I want to kill someone. I'm wondering how Tierah is doing though. Cause I haven't seen her for like ages. I'm wondering how many of my friends are doing. *shrugs* I guess we'll see next year? Yeah.
Now, tomorrow is the real test. Test whether or not I'll be able to drive as I want or not. Not that I haven't drove as I want, but legally. You know. The exams and all that. It's freaking me out a bit. I dont suck at parking but I do suck at driving on the road. Because I always get a teeny bit faster than the limit. Well, it's all because my dad is a fast driver and my mom too. So it kinda runs in the family. And I love fast rides. Like the roller coasters and bungee jumps. Not to mention the plane! I love the aeroplane. I hope to someday fly one. Not as the co-pilot. But as THE PILOT. Ahhh. Imagine, "This is your captain pilot Dila Ibrahim speaking, our flight will arrive to our destination right on schedule. So please fasten your seat belts at all times and enjoy." Doesn't that sound so nice? Awuuu. Naiiisssss.
I want ice-cream. And sad movies. Laters!
I really want to share every little thing with you-- hoping that you can put a smile back on my face like you used to. But I guess that's impossible now, isn't it?
