...maybe we're friends, maybe we're more, maybe it's just my imagination. But I see you stare just a little too long and it makes me wonder...
That's from Jordin's song. I'm in love with it. And it's on repeat, I've been singing the song since just now. It's just so pretty. Changed the layout just now. Because I dont think I'm in love anymore. Or I was never in love in the first place. Maybe it was just the rush of the old life I was having so I felt as if there was something. *shrugs*
I dont know. Right now there's just so many things to think about. I'm not even sure if I'm gonna make it to Pre-U2. And then there's Cadet Pilot. Then there's SATs and Korean. Well, there's more actually. There's pressure from the parents, teachers and grannies. Oh, from my friends too. Sometimes it gets too much I would just break down and cry. It's so easy for me to cry. Even over silly little things.
I feel weird now. Heh. The umm, 'him' (?) is talking crap with me. Gah. Sudah tah aku ani frust menangis dari pagi. Now, he's making me cry. Oh and this isn't the first time too.
Okay, Iman got into an accident just now. I'm begging right now if someone can take me and my sis to see him right now. Ya Allah, please let him make it. Please. He's a good guy. And being around him is just so much fun and it's a blessing to know him. Make him pull through.
My sis and I are like just inches away from driving our asses off to Bandar but it's impossible. It's 1 am in the morning. Ya Allah. Help him please.
How can so many bad things happen in a week? I'm not complaining, I'm just thankful to be here.
Okay, I'm gonna end this post here. Just too teary to even type and too shocked.
Seatbelts everyone. Please.
