Afie: Heh, I'm a mess. Okay? Yes. I will see you in Ams. And then we'll go together. Just hit me on msn. Wait till I reply wah. Okay?
Ctyuss: Mana jua dapat ambil permission. You dont even have a tagboard for me to ask or tell! HEHEHE.
Qamaruz: HAHAHAH. Cool kaliah. I've linked you! (:
Ajimi: Apa ni ehhhhhh?? :p
Good mornight?
I dont feel so good today. Other than being pissed, I was upset. Also happy but mostly sad. Cried my eye balls out for hours. I dont know why. Suddenly, I just feel so lonely. So lonely I cried. D: I'm a sad woman. Have been for weeks now and I dont know how to be happy anymore I guess.
What if I suddenly disappear for a long time without any reason? From everything and everyone? I feel like going to someplace where I could fine myself again. My old self. Sometimes it hurts even faking it. Sometimes it's too much I would crumble and cry. I can't stand this. I dont know who to talk to and hopefully to put a smile back on my face. I don't know.
So I found this band a few months ago. I'm just surprised that they're not famous. They have really good tracks. And I managed to translate two of my favourite songs of the moment. By moment I mean, right now, during my emo moments.
First one;
It's been along time. After I sent you away, it's been a burden to my life
I understand. Up to now I still can't forget you.
Inside a distant memory, It seems like time was taken away.
If I could change, i wanna back in the days
The love that came passed us by.
With the help of my friend's comfort I am okay these days.
The thoughts won't stop that I must see you again.
Today, I must try to swallow the tears that you bring to my eyes.
I can't walk i can't talk, i can't breath, i can't see
I can't live without your love, your everything
Here I am, Here I am waiting for you.
I can't walk i can't talk, i can't breath, i can't see.
No...no...For me it is only a sad wind.
Thats right, Inside my heart is you who is so beautiful
You cruely look back and then leave
I frequently find myself hugging my wounds.
I'm praying that you will come back again
Inside myself I understand you.
Now I'm trying to forget you, even though I miss you.
My body a soul For you, I will give up.
There is only pain in my heart, and now I am crying
Second;
I'm sorry. You had a lot of hard times.
You can't hold me. I can't give it back.
I'm the same as before.
I'm sorry. You must forget me. I'm sorry.
Don't cry. Please don't cry.
Don't look for me. Don't forgive me. sorry
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
It's hard, but don't cry now.
Don't call me. Don't think of me.
I'm sorry. I also had a lot of hard times...
Don't go to me. Don't say you will go to me.
But more than anything else, don't cry. sorry
I'm sorry. Don't cry, I'm sorry. I will leave...
Don't cry, please don't cry. I'm asking you.
It's hard but you need to finally stop thinking about me. Please….
Sorry
I've been crying buckets you might think I would finish all my tears by the time I'm 25. I think I'm going insane for real. Okay world, stop it already. I want to live.
I swear, I wanted to tell you everything but there's just that something that keeps holding me back.
Ctyuss: Mana jua dapat ambil permission. You dont even have a tagboard for me to ask or tell! HEHEHE.
Qamaruz: HAHAHAH. Cool kaliah. I've linked you! (:
Ajimi: Apa ni ehhhhhh?? :p
Good mornight?
I dont feel so good today. Other than being pissed, I was upset. Also happy but mostly sad. Cried my eye balls out for hours. I dont know why. Suddenly, I just feel so lonely. So lonely I cried. D: I'm a sad woman. Have been for weeks now and I dont know how to be happy anymore I guess.
What if I suddenly disappear for a long time without any reason? From everything and everyone? I feel like going to someplace where I could fine myself again. My old self. Sometimes it hurts even faking it. Sometimes it's too much I would crumble and cry. I can't stand this. I dont know who to talk to and hopefully to put a smile back on my face. I don't know.
So I found this band a few months ago. I'm just surprised that they're not famous. They have really good tracks. And I managed to translate two of my favourite songs of the moment. By moment I mean, right now, during my emo moments.
First one;
It's been along time. After I sent you away, it's been a burden to my life
I understand. Up to now I still can't forget you.
Inside a distant memory, It seems like time was taken away.
If I could change, i wanna back in the days
The love that came passed us by.
With the help of my friend's comfort I am okay these days.
The thoughts won't stop that I must see you again.
Today, I must try to swallow the tears that you bring to my eyes.
I can't walk i can't talk, i can't breath, i can't see
I can't live without your love, your everything
Here I am, Here I am waiting for you.
I can't walk i can't talk, i can't breath, i can't see.
No...no...For me it is only a sad wind.
Thats right, Inside my heart is you who is so beautiful
You cruely look back and then leave
I frequently find myself hugging my wounds.
I'm praying that you will come back again
Inside myself I understand you.
Now I'm trying to forget you, even though I miss you.
My body a soul For you, I will give up.
There is only pain in my heart, and now I am crying
Second;
I'm sorry. You had a lot of hard times.
You can't hold me. I can't give it back.
I'm the same as before.
I'm sorry. You must forget me. I'm sorry.
Don't cry. Please don't cry.
Don't look for me. Don't forgive me. sorry
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
It's hard, but don't cry now.
Don't call me. Don't think of me.
I'm sorry. I also had a lot of hard times...
Don't go to me. Don't say you will go to me.
But more than anything else, don't cry. sorry
I'm sorry. Don't cry, I'm sorry. I will leave...
Don't cry, please don't cry. I'm asking you.
It's hard but you need to finally stop thinking about me. Please….
Sorry
I've been crying buckets you might think I would finish all my tears by the time I'm 25. I think I'm going insane for real. Okay world, stop it already. I want to live.
I swear, I wanted to tell you everything but there's just that something that keeps holding me back.
