Lala I.

ice cream.

2011-06-19T14:42:00.002+09:00

I WANT ICE CREAM.

i'm craving for ice cream so badly i lost all my ability to do ANYTHING. seriously, i havent had it this bad since, EVER! maybe i should just jump out and go buy me a tub.

ah, exams are still going on and it's driving me c-r-a-z-y.

see ya!

electric circuits.

2011-06-05T19:32:00.006+09:00

i have been revising my electric circuits since yesterday. i should major in circuits instead of programming. :(

anyways, went to another Trinita match yesterday. we lost. but the boys did so well. :'D they always do. the crazy fans should stop giving them a hard time about losing. come on, man, why don't YOU get on the field and see what it's like to play. such ungrateful bastards.

↑Keisuke♥↑
he flies~ ♥

anyways, i might not be able to update as much. exams exams exams!

see ya!

baby be mine.

2011-05-29T10:55:00.002+09:00

it has been raining like crazy for a few days and the typhoon is coming. :( what is it with Japan? earthquakes, tsunamis, typhoons are like the main events here. heh.

anyways, i went to Park Place's starbucks to study yesterday and met ISHIDA! he's Oita Trinita FC's goal keeper! pretty. (☆＿☆) hehe. i'm a huge Trinita fan. oh and on the 8th of June, Trinita's coach will be coming to our dorm! i'm keeping my fingers cross, hoping that the players will be coming over as well. this is so cool.

oh, and i also went to get my hair done. 3rd time this month. i went for a hair treatment the first time and then my stylist told me my roots needs retouching so i did that the second time and then i went to get my frizz smoothed out. crazy, i know. but it's the rainy season now and if i dont get it done i might go crazy. hehehehe. plus, the guy working there is a good friend. :)

got home and baked chocolate cookies. its really good. like very very Famous Amos good. haha!

i really need to get started with my revision. like, NOW!

see ya!

pressure.

2011-05-26T10:50:00.000+09:00

hello!

20 days till midterms. I have 14 papers to sit for and teachers are giving out reports and assignments that keep us awake all night long just to finish. yes, I'll be the busiest woman on earth. I don't think it's funny. :(

this is harder than alevels. who said Alevels was the toughest step in life! hah! that person must have never been to Japan! well, I'm pretty sure he/she has never been anyway.

I have 4 different circuit papers to sit for; electric, electronic, electromagnetic and digital. 3 different mathematics papers too!

I'll be running around like a crazy headless chicken.

see ya!

our love song.

2011-05-25T06:26:00.003+09:00

ありったけの愛唄ったラブソングをキミだけの花束にしてきたんだ
溢れるくらいに気持ちを込めて贈るよ
キミの未来をオレに預けてよこの手でいつまでも守るから
ずっと二人で同じ景色を見てたい
世界を止めて今誓うよ全てをかけてキミを愛していく

ありったけのラブソング - ナオトインティライミ

i have butterflies in my tummy. i can't wait to meet him　again. ♥

torn.

2011-05-19T11:37:00.001+09:00

WHY?!

I just want to know why. why did you have to break us apart? why did you do it? why aren't you telling me anything? why did this happen?

where did it go wrong?

it hurts a lot. I don't know what to do.
help.

my princess.

2011-05-18T13:33:00.003+09:00

hi. i am currently watching My Princess for the 3rd time. yes, call me crazy but Song Seung Hun is impossible not to be addicted to. he's PERFECT. and one of my favourite scenes from the drama!

this scene made me burst into happy/sad tears. i dont know if that's even possible.

i really need to get my laundry done and do some revising. see ya!

lonely.

2011-05-16T16:43:00.005+09:00

back to love.

2011-05-09T21:27:00.001+09:00

君と初めて手を繋いだあの日も
君と初めて観に行ったあの映画も
今も覚えてる君は覚えてる?
ねえ Do you remember?

君の誕生日にケンカをしたことも
その時君が僕に見せた涙も
君は忘れたい? 今も忘れない
もう I can't forget
愛しい思い出を

そのままこのまま
胸に閉まって
ここからどこかに
飛び出したい
でもまだどこかで
君のことを求めているから

もう二度とは繋いだ手を離さないよ
もう一度 Baby please
どんな道も越えて行ける
今までも二人こうして乗り越えて来た
ただ信じて Wait for me

僕が悲しませたことは謝るよ
あの時君を傷付けた過ちを
君はどう見てるの? 傷は癒えてるの?
ねえ Tell me baby
強がらないでよ

もうずっとこのまま
振り向かないで
ここから遠くに
消え去りそうで
このまま終わりに
させたくないだって思い出す

笑顔をまた見せて欲しい叶わないの?
いつかきっと Find a way
誓った未来探し出すよ
どこまでも二人共に歩んでゆこう
もう少し Wait for me

離れて気付く存在を
お互い確かめてた
その答えはもう見つけているから
I need you my baby

そばにいてよこれからはもう離さないよ
抱きしめて I love you
その言葉が全てなのさ
いつかきっと二人だけの愛の形を
取り戻そう Back to Love

I can't stop singing this song today. butterflies~

don't go breaking my heart.

2011-05-07T22:04:00.002+09:00

I couldn’t if I tried~
Oh, hunny, if I get restless~
Baby, you’re not that kind~

hehe. i'm on a Grease mood right now. John Travolta is one gorgeous man! must love the young Travolta. :)

it's the last day for my one week holiday. sad. where did my golden week go?! oh yes, it's called the Golden Week. we also have Silver week and it's in October. fun eh? we have so many holidays here it's amazing.

anyways, i'll be heading home this year's summer for a month or so. i will have to miss all the pretty weddings but it's all good. I'M GOING HOME! :D oh and i'm hoping to be able to fly to Jakarta once I go home or maybe Singapore. fun fun!

short post, sorry. but I've lost my english blogging skills. I wonder what'll happen once I start ranting in Japanese. hehe.

see ya!

no, it's not okay.

2011-03-12T19:18:00.002+09:00

it's pretty scary being away from home alone. it's times like these that i feel home is the best place to be.

oh yeah, i'm in japan. the whole world knows it. earthquake, tsunami, nuclear plant explosion; all within 48 hours.

i told everyone that i'm fine. well, i am, actually, physically. but i can't help being scared so the constant prayers are quite useful.

very. very. scared.

spring break.

2011-03-07T11:21:00.003+09:00

oh, hello. i'm finally back from the exam, re-sits and camping!

camping was so much fun that i wanted to stay for a night longer but the idea was impossible seeing that the first night was hell. my friends are super crazy! no wait, that's quite an understatement. but they are extremely ridiculous. they actually brought more alcohol than juices/water/non-alcohol. and guess what? i think there were only 3 sane people (me included) around to take care of the crazy drunkards who had a little too much to drink. i had to wait for 2 hours in the cold weather for a friend to sober up and take him to bed.

i think these people really need to stop taking in whatever their system refuse to tolerate. as a result of the hell of a night, i got my jeans soaked in beer, kissed by a very very drunk classmate and no sleep. menaces, i tell you. damn menaces. but all in all, it was quite fun watching them all opened up and talk about anything of everything. the good thing is they forget all about it the next day; bad thing is i remember EVERYTHING so i kinda have dirt on every one of them. hehe. such bliss.

anyways, i'll be sleeping over at my friend's place on Wednesday and Thursday. GIRL TALK! and then i'll be flying of to Brisbane(pic) on Sunday to see my sister! so much fun! oh and my family member will be coming over as well a week after that. i cannot wait!

till then, see ya!

withdrawal syndrome.

2011-02-26T23:28:00.002+09:00

hello hello!

exams are over and its spring break all the way till April. i cant believe i decided to stay. i'm the type who'd actually jump on the plane as soon as the holiday starts. however! i'm being a good girl now and think staying would be a wiser choice, i hope. i'll be flying to Brisbane though, to see my sister in 2 weeks time and i can't wait. i've never been to Australia before so i'm all hyped up and super duper excited. it should be summer over there so i don't need coats and layers of clothes! :)

also, things to look forward to next week is our class camp! well, i don't know if i'd consider it as camping cos it'll be all wild and well, wild. i'm really grateful to be in the class i'm in now. it's tough but everyone's so much fun that going to school isn't such a drag. we work hard and play hard.

April marks the beginning of a new school year here. so i'll be in my 4th year! if i get promoted? hehe. but yeah. surviving Japan is actually a miracle itself let alone graduating from a non-english speaking school.

April also means i'll be heading to Fukuoka to watch Yamapi LIVE. for the second time in my entire life. aren't i just awesome? hehe. well, i try to go to as much as my budget can take me. :)

ah, i also forget to mention my current condition. i went to Fukuoka last week for TEE's Live and stayed over at Caillie's. she told me about this drama called Down with Love and Jerry Yan is in it. got home and went straight to downloading it. and now its all over and i'm suffering from Jerry Yan withdrawals. this always, ALWAYS happens to me. i get all sappy and sad when the season's dramas are over. i wonder if it'll be fatal to my health one day. i'd just stay in bed all day because i seem to lose interest in everything. like right now. even finished My Princess as well and that doubles the sadness. it's depressing! sigh.

i really need a new hobby.

long time.

2011-02-16T16:31:00.002+09:00

hi. it's been so long. very long. i don't even know how to even write a blog anymore. somehow writing/typing down whatever i'm feeling gets harder with time. i used to love blogging. maybe it's the age? ahh. i miss my teenage years.

i think i should change my layout... or maybe not. i remember the times when i used to have crazy vibrant layouts that made everyone go blind. heheh.

anyways, i'm actually having my finals right now. it's pretty crazy. i don't think i've worked this hard before in my life. no, not even during my A-levels.

how is everyone really? to be honest, i've lost touch with everyone. and i really do mean EVERYONE. i think it's just me; i can't even be bothered to just click on their names and say hello. i don't know why, but i feel like i have nothing to say and i'm sorry. i'm sorry for being the selfish bitch i am but (my hands are itching to write this) it works both ways you see i don't see my notifications buzzing as well. (see how my very selfish self work on its own?)

so, i have to get back to work/study/revisions. i can't wait for the holidays.

and today too.

2010-09-14T07:58:00.002+09:00

its been long no? i'm very busy with exams and reports. :(

well, its a special day today i'm actually legal now! ALL OVER THE WORLD! HAH! i'm so happy i could cry. haha.

okay. i actually have electrical circuits and english exam today. wish me luck!

(i really hope that since the exams are on my birthday, everything is gonna do me good. really )

reality bites.

2010-09-02T20:56:00.002+09:00

reality do bite you at the ass especially at this time of the year. i need to go home now. i want to be at home. the pressure is driving me crazy.

i hate being away from the warmth and the familiar faces. take me home.

how to deal.

2010-09-01T23:30:00.000+09:00

好きでー好きでー

life.

2010-08-27T19:12:00.001+09:00

I'm leaving tomorrow! :(

sad.

2010-08-26T01:31:00.004+09:00

I AM SAD.

this is not funny anymore, SM. so NOT funny.
i think i have a hole in my heart. that special place i reserved exclusively for no one else but.
even the happiest song sounds so sad. :'(

待ってるからーずっと，きっとあの日が来るまでには待ってるからー♥

loved.

2010-08-21T19:05:00.000+09:00

im smiling and grinning like an idiot because i feel all warm and fuzzy inside. lovely.

lady gaga.

2010-08-17T14:59:00.004+09:00

i think my friends are having problems. seriously. they're telling me that in the next school/hostel/student festival we'll be doing Lady Gaga. FRIKKIN GAGA! i don't think it'll be appropriate for a school like mine- i.e 80% male. its a male dominant school! -.-" i'm not exactly complaining but hah. maybe i shouldn't have introduce them to LG in the first place. this is going to be scary.

aaaanyways, i haven't really been doing what i'm actually supposed to be doing over the summer holidays. my reports are piling up and well, i've been ignoring it like i still have 8762487638276482months of summer holidays left in my hands. sigh. and i have around 2 more weeks left. SAD.

Asuka told me that our EXILE tickets have arrived safe and sound to her place! i'm super excited! i'll be watching them live again this year! last year's EXILE Monster Live was the bomb and it rained so heavily but we were still there cheering patiently. and of course, i got sick the next day. but who cares? it's EXILE BABY! :D

also, there's our exams coming up. how nasty. sigh.

i should really ask my friends to e-mail their reports to me so i can use it as guides. i still don't get the school system so yeah. wish me luck! see ya.

maybe i should have just stayed.

2010-08-14T12:14:00.004+09:00

it occured to me today that i have no friends. i don't know if i should add an 'anymore' at the end of that sentence or i should just leave it that way period. is it me? do i push everyone away?

i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. maybe i should've just stayed. like in Japan. i'm sorry i wish to be away from everyone but i don't think i can actually handle a heartache of being alone.

summer vacation!

2010-08-06T01:02:00.003+09:00

hey! i know i know, it has been a looooonnngggggg time! i've decided to try and write every once in a while to keep track of my crazy life at the moment. to be really honest, it has been crazy- the moving, the new school, new people, new subjects, etc etc.

i haven't had any problems with the new friends department. it's the academic i'm failing badly. it's sad really even after working my ass off like a maniac day and night and on the day of the exam everything would just disappear. spoof! i didn't know i had Sabrina in me. now i'm hoping that she would just work her magic and make me smart or....... maybe just whip me up a yummy billionaire, get married and live happily ever after. hehh.

i have stacks of report to re-write and assignments to be done. i don't think they know what summer vacation actually means. it's really disturbing. i have to remind myself all the time of all the work that needs to be done before i head off to Japan again. how depressing. and then there's that exam thats waiting for me just 2 weeks after school reopens. i need to study. now it's like STUDY OR DIE. i don't really have a choice really. and what with all the sports i've been doing. i just don't have enough time! how do the Japanese do it?! HOW?! :(

i really think that i should meet my friends. they're all back for the UK for they're summer holidays and i haven't seen them for over a year. and i need an outlet. i haven't been speaking in English for a long time so excuse me if i start blabbing in Japanese. heheh.

anyways, i haven't written in quite a while. so i think i'm pretty rusty here and there. the old me was quite emotional eh. and really good with words too. now i'm just emotionless, and .....wordless? i think i'm just not as crafty as i used to and i need to bring that me back to life and SOON. :)

see ya!

Rising Sun - 東方神起

2010-03-01T05:10:00.003+09:00

FINALS STARTS TODAY. and i really mean FINAL. no more going back and forth to school. pretty sad really. im trying hard not to cry about it but im a big baby that weeps over a scratch on my shoes, let alone the fact that i'll be parting from my witty noisy crazy classmates. it going to break my heart. i'll miss the boys a lot. (im not kidding, im the only girl in class!)

this is not great. i dont want to graduate. sigh.

i'll be going back to Brunei in less than 5 days. thinking about it cheers me up. :)

im not very good with goodbyes. as hard as i can, i'd prefer to avoid it because i'll be a huge mess. sigh.

君が踊る、夏 - 東方神起

2010-02-26T10:37:00.001+09:00

finally, it's the last day of school. the weather is as dull as my mood today. cried. laughed. cried some more.

I like this school. can I stay here?

please?

Candle - BIG BANG

2010-02-16T06:47:00.004+09:00

i'll be off to watch BIG BANG ELECTRIC LOVE CONCERT tomorrow after school. EAT THAT SUCKAZ!

i just hope i'll get over this sore throat before tomorrow because, whats the point of not having your voice before a concert? :D

i have presentations throughout the week. today, thrusday and friday. -.-" and my finals are soon. ohgod im not ready to graduate yet. nooooo. there are still so many things to learn. sigh. i sure can wait entering an ALL JAPANESE school. scary. i think, going to a new school somewhere in UK, US, Australia & Singapore wont even be half as scary as going to a school where EVERYONE speaks a whole different language. heck, a language you just start to master a year ago. im awesome. now stop and think again before you start calling me names because SURELY, im better than you. :D speaking so many different languages is a PLUS PLUS PLUS, aint it? haha!

okay. i need to go get ready. see ya!

Always - BIGBANG

2010-02-14T17:34:00.002+09:00

hi! i just got back from being out. :D no, not because its v-day. becos i just figured its a great day for revising! :)

Starbucks is just heaven. no matter what.

and saw quite a lot of couples going around with chocolates. hehehe. i feel like giving out chocolates as well.

in a months time i'll be graduating from Japanese school. nooooo. :'( i like it there and i love being in Tokyo. :'( sigh.

바보 - 東方神起

2010-02-09T16:46:00.000+09:00

without you - U-KISS

2010-02-03T10:27:00.001+09:00

I have a pretty busy month before I fly back home for my march holidays. boo-yah!

I have Backstreet boys concert to attend to this weekend. BigBang the next week after next. and quite a lot of tests and presentations in between. oh and the assignments for the 3rd sem is crazy! -.-"

oh well.

I cleaned my room. properly. planning to keep it that way. hopefully. haha!

oh, the snow melted. :(

Untitled - Maliq & D Essentials

2010-02-01T18:07:00.001+09:00

i'm going back to Brunei for my March holidays!

i really wished he'd tell me to stay but he didn't so... yeah. not that i'm upset but just frustrated.

My Sunshine - ROCK'A'TRENCH

2010-01-29T22:43:00.002+09:00

this feeling i have - its horrifying.

somehow, deep inside, i want you more today than yesterday, even more tomorrow that it scares me so much i end up wanting even more of you and this isnt even right. :(

웃어 줄 수가 없어서 미안하다 - 2AM

2010-01-24T11:40:00.002+09:00

ive been staying in for a 2 days now. blame the flu and the crazy body temp. its sad really. :(

plus i should really make full use of the days by going splurging! FINAL BARGAIN EVERYWHERE but no. :(

i really wanna get better already, please?

let go - 清水翔太

2010-01-10T04:21:00.002+09:00

HELLO FROM SINGAPORE! :)

and i actually shopped because there was sale everywhere! EVERYWHERE!

Tokyo soon. sigh.

Lovin' You - 清水翔太

2010-01-06T12:36:00.002+09:00

actually, i would trade everything i have to keep me here.

TAXI - 東方神起

2010-01-04T11:24:00.002+09:00

絡めた指を解く度
その温もりを握り返した
君に逢えると思う度
僕の心は彩られてく
他愛のない出来事も
ふたりでいれば思い出に出来るのに
君の声もその細い肩も
その瞳も僕のものじゃない
どんなに傍にいても
君の未来壊さない限り
この想いを叶えることは出来ないよ
ひとときの夢痛いほど好きなのに
夜が終わってく
逢えない時間を埋めるように
煌めく街の舗道を歩く
初めて手に触れた時
戯けた君の笑顔が蘇る
抱きしめたい抱きしめていたい
だけど君は僕のものじゃない
歪な心が今
抱きしめたい抱きしめちゃいけない
溢れるほど溶けるほど求めているのに
タクシー止めて約束も交わさずに
君は手を振る
君の声もその細い肩も
その瞳も僕のものじゃない
どんなに傍にいても
君の未来壊さない限り
この想いを叶えることは出来ないよ
ひとときの夢痛いほど好きなのに
夜が終わってく

im dying a little inside. D':

Say - Boyce Avenue

2010-01-03T00:13:00.001+09:00

i hope its not too late for this!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

and this also means i'll be going back to Tokyo soon. :(

To 18 Girl - DNT

2009-12-31T11:30:00.003+09:00

finally added some colors to the layout. i've been going back and forth thinking whether to update the blog or not anymore. im bored with facebook, i think. twitter still rocks. been on it since 2007 and still going strong. well, actually been on blogger longer and im sticking to it. i hope.

thinking of being productive today but i dont know where to start from. so.... i will probably end up sitting in front of the TV watching re-runs of whatever was on last night. thats how ive been spending my holidays. being lazy and unproductive. :(

i cant say i miss Tokyo. i like being away from the human packed trains and streets. but i definitely dont like the way people here are staring at me like im some kind of alien with two heads. its annoying. hence the result of me staying at home and not out there. i refuse to count down the days till i have to go back to the busy city. i dont think anyone knows when i'll be heading back to Tokyo. i really want to go as quietly as possible.

i think im rambling unnecessary shit. okay. bye.

돌아올지도 몰라 - 2PM

2009-12-23T15:07:00.002+09:00

i need to do something or i will explode from doing nothing.

i've already got my january planned. Disney Land, Tokyo Dome City, etc, etc.

and i miss a particular mister. :( i want to be in Tokyo but i dont want to leave Brunei.

this is driving me crazy. the no-meeting, missing thing. :(

My Girl - Brian (FTTS)

2009-12-12T07:38:00.001+09:00

HELLO BRIAN JOO. WHY SO SEXY?

off to study!

Bullet - Brian (FTTS)

2009-12-11T08:14:00.002+09:00

kyaa, I have a presentation today. I think I'm going to die from nervous.

and I have exams this Monday.

but I'll be flying home on Thursday. one more week. :D

i'm addicted to starbucks black coffee. It's not healthy but yummy.

I can't wait to go ice skating and fall on my ass. :)

okay, bye.

Snow White - 関ジャニ∞

2009-12-03T23:06:00.002+09:00

HELLO DECEMBER.

HELLO EXAMS.

HELLO HOME.

sigh. i need to concentrate but the cold is making me eat, sleep and be lazy. ARASHI Tokyo Dome tomorrow. :) okay, i promise i will study.

Moon Light - 山下智久

2009-11-23T21:28:00.001+09:00

I BLOODY WENT TO YAMAPI'S LAST DAY OF HIS FIRST EVER CONCERT.

BEING SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE I CAN SEE THAT HE HAS THE PRETTIEST SKIN EVAARRR. AND AND I LOVE THE PART WHEN JIN ACTUALLY CAME AND SANG WITH HIM AND WHEN YAMAPI DOES MICHAEL'S THRILLER AND EVERYONE START CALLING HIM MICHAEL AND HE SAID "I AM NOT MICHAEL". OMG ITS SO COOL AND WHEN THE FANS SCREAMED FOR MORE HE GAVE MOREEE BECAUSE ITS THE LAST SHOW AND ITS SPECIAL.

AND IM SPECIAL.

and the new dance group was really cute. okay. bye.

Loveless - 山下智久

2009-11-21T14:08:00.002+09:00

because today im meeting a person i can probably fall in love with forever i sacrificed Yamapi's concert.

YAMAPI

i just watched the re-run of Heyx3 with him on and i almost died from all the awesome and cute and i actually cried because i could have been in Yokohama right now waiting in line to go and see the sexy boy in concert. it'll be a dream come true. sigh.

WHY WORLD WHY?! why did you have to make me notice Yuuta? when do i ever put anyone else (other than the family) before my long-never-ending-lists of boys? WHEN?!

i am frustrated.

No Strings Attached - NSYNC

2009-11-17T08:53:00.002+09:00

boybands make me happy okay. :D

so, it's approaching Saturday. although when Saturday comes it also means that exams are gonna be just 3 weeks away and that thought makes me cringe in so many ways possible, you won't believe it. so Saturday is making me nervous. thinking about Saturday makes the inside of my stomach churn. it's been a long time, this feeling, i mean. I miss it eventhough it gives me the shivers and all the ridiculous nausea-effect. I like it. hehe. like riding on a roller-coaster, make you feel all sick inside but you're always up for second rounds. addictive. :D

I do not know what I'm rambling about on a cold day like this. BUT, I'm hoping we'll stand under a certain mistletoe. hahahaha! quite random but who knows.

okay, okay, I'll be going now. see you!

360 - Josh Hoge

2009-11-13T15:07:00.003+09:00

Yumni: heyyyy! Tokyo is fine. hahahaha!

Izza: IZZA NABILLAH!! I MISS KAMU ALSO!!

Beebee: yessssss I am going! after I found the dress. hehehe.

i need to post how busy my weeks are going to be.

Nov 14th - School-Kōsen meet
Nov 21st - Food Party (SNIE)
Nov 23rd - World Culture Festival
Nov 25th - Culture Exchange Meet
Nov 28th - DISNEY SEA CHRISTMAS!
Dec 5th - BOA Christmas Special Concert
Dec 11th - Presentation on Brunei
Dec 12th - Christmas Party
Dec 14th - EXAM
Dec 15th - EXAM
Dec 16th - EXAM
Dec 17th - Off to Singapore
Dec 18th - Hello Brunei!

yes. I think I have too many activities. -.-"

時を止めて - 東方神起

2009-11-08T22:05:00.003+09:00

so ive been asking around, if it's just me or the k-music industry going all ape-shit everywhere breaking fangirls' hearts with lawsuits and netizens being retarded assholes?

new boybands/girlbands debuted. they're good but isnt it the excellent bands before them made us want to listen to what the new ones are going to bring out? wth.

this is frustrating to the point that i feel like giving up my fandom which cost me bloody thousands. this is no shit, SM. especially, SM. clean up your act and dig deep in yourself, maybe you'll find some humanity in you. or at least, whats left of it. hundred thousands of us will be very grateful.

that's what i think. thank you.

五線紙 - 東方神起

2009-11-06T06:30:00.001+09:00

I BELIEVE IN MY BOYS NO MATTER WHAT. ♥

声をきかせて - BIGBANG

2009-11-04T05:29:00.004+09:00

beebee: YES I DID! HAHAHAHAHAH!

amalinaaqilah: ohyes. inside joke, i think, with Yuuta. heheheheh. (aku kambang.)

ive been busy. trying to get use to the cold weather and the bounce between having colds and migraines every other day. oh and the studying as well. im not exactly distracted THAT much anymore but the thoughts of him comes every now and then. NOW IM JUST PURE LAZY. somehow, watching the Olsen's twins in their old Two of a Kind series feels like watching G.I Joe. WTH. i need to study. I MUST STUDY. and i need to stop sending my money going to Disney Land/Sea so much? yes? but Disney is just soooooooo amazing. ITS A MAGICAL WORLD ALRIGHT. MAGICAL MAGICAL MAGICAL. im in love with it. ♥

i dont know if my fandom has gone down to its doom because i scan through everything. JUST BECAUSE. am i too old for this? okay, who am i kidding? i see 40 year olds running around going crazy in fanshops. so go figure. hello future husband, you're gonna have to deal with my great love for pretty boys with sexy moves and great voice or i'll want a divorce. heee. :D ~~unless your name happens to be Wada Yuuta and we have the same petbottles and grape/peach candies inside joke then i dont mind keeping you forever. ♥~~

i cannot wait to go home! but at the same time, i want time to go reaaaal slow so i can enjoy Tokyo as much as i want. oh well. i cannot wait for my homestay activity this weekend. i hope i get a great one. :)

see ya!

Thong Song - Glee Cast

2009-10-28T07:20:00.002+09:00

his name is Yuuta. my gradually evaporating focus on everything has his name stamped all over it.

i really hope this infatuation goes away soon or im a dead rat. oh and, we have to start by stopping the back and forth of ridiculous short text msgs. starting...... today! :)

Miss Independant - Ne-Yoa

2009-10-25T08:33:00.002+09:00

amalinaaqilah: petbottles are plastic bottles. hahah! :D

HELLO NE-YO CONCERT TODAY!

am i cool or am i cool? hehehe!

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

2009-10-19T22:37:00.002+09:00

I think this is the real thing. ♥

so that night he sang...

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

i think im flying.

Everywhere - Michelle Branch

2009-10-18T19:48:00.002+09:00

PETBOTTLES. ♥

Over U - Wheesung

2009-10-09T07:26:00.004+09:00

i know no one ever said life was fair, but this is getting ridiculous.

im having a very hard time to keep my mind really straight and well-behaved over the past, what, 2-3 weeks? curse you, boy. i think im calm enough now to actually be able go on with my usual before-interrupted life. will be off to Hamamatsucho for the weekend! Hari Raya celebration tomorrow, Karaoke, Disney Land! :D but it kinda pisses me off that its that time of the month for me. bad-timing much? will pack for weekend later. now i have school and a test which im not at all prepared for. ohgod. what happened to me?! i hope i get to see anyone online later during IT class. haha!

bye!

COLORS ~Melody and Harmony~ - JEJUNG & YUCHUN (from 東方神起)

2009-10-04T22:29:00.003+09:00

ive stopped blaming the hormones when i found out that my brain fails me while im with you.

Nobody Knows- 東方神起

2009-10-03T18:19:00.003+09:00

i just read the news about the Shanghai concert and according to them there'll be another concert in Shenzhen; which im certain i'll be trying to get myself a ticket to the concert AND to Shenzhen. :)

on the other hand, reading about them crying at the end of the concert killed a part of me. :(
stupid SM only in it for the money. Johnny is much much more human than you.

i am going to make myself happy.

All Night Long - Stevie Hoang

2009-09-28T04:32:00.002+09:00

i had a very very good weekend meeting the friends and making new friends. oh and meeting gorgeous and sexy people. :D
and i think i overdosed on the marshmallows and icecream. haha! well, its not my fault that every time i had an icecream someone else just had to share it with me. what, a lady cant have her own icecream here? -.-" same to my marshmallows. sigh.

ahhh, im up at a very ridiculous hour of the day becos i need to finish up my studying. i played around my whole weekend. its great! i have an essay to write. and i felt like writing 日本から国に持って帰りものはー成です! ー成はものじゃないけど大好きな人になっちゃうからずっと二人いるが欲しい. :) hehehe. ask me if you need it to be translated. :DDDD

ahh, how i wish yesterday didnt end. :')

Can't You See - 山本領平

2009-09-24T08:54:00.002+09:00

im in class, tired and dead. i shouldve slept through my holidays. i cannot wait for the weekend where i can sleep but there's like 2 BBQ parties on Saturday and Sunday; with friends and SNIE. i almost forgot about the Sunday one until last night. -.-"
the weather is cooler now. well, mostly in the mornings and evenings. sun is still brutal when its out though.

i went to a Raya gathering yesterday with them Bruneians over at the ambassador's residence. finally eating some home food made me so hyper. hello, ayam kicap! yummmm. and there was agar-agar pandan as well! :D happy tummy. then we went to Akiba to meet with Adeline. im skipping details cause i dont know who might read this. we took purikuras! i like it. hehe. and then it was time to part. meeting people from the familiar ground was nice. :')

till next time!

ps: i hoped for something ridiculous. 日本人とできるように~ hahaha! :D

Travelling Song - K

2009-09-22T12:37:00.003+09:00

went to Disney Sea and feels like a kid again.

i bet this is how i look like when i rode on the Tower of Terror. :D

Can We Talk - JUNE

2009-09-20T22:42:00.004+09:00

oh yeah, thats the revived version of Code Red's Can we talk. :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN EVERYONE! ♥
my friends and i went to the Hari Raya prayer this morning and i knew that i'd cry buckets and buckets, so i did. its pretty sad being alone on this joyous day that i used to celebrate with the dear ones. i guess its a part of growing up. then, i came home and decided to watch Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham and cried my eyes out. sad isnt it, my raya? sigh.

its sad that my October is still very empty. apart from the Ne-Yo concert Shal, Halen and I decided to watch on the 25th and on the 22nd of November i'll be off watching 三浦大知 at Shibuya AX. K will be having his concert in December when i'm already at home! unbelievable! I WANT TO WATCH K! :'( he has the prettiest voice ever! so yeah, my October is EMPTY people! さそってくれ? おねがい~ heeheehee.

a lot of my friends flew to the UK already. i hope they're doing fine over there. at least, its an english speaking country! :D

i'll be heading to Disney Sea tomorrow! whee! cannot wait. i want to go to the Tower of Terror and scare myself shitless. uh-huh! im a strong woman. hahahaha! :)

i have been listening to quite a lot of 三浦大知, V6, K and 山本領平 lately. random but they're all pretty much feel good songs that makes me calm. :)

三浦大知

V6

K

山本領平

and i've been watching Take Care of The Young Miss! Yoon Eun Hae ftw! :D

alright! ja ne!

Kiss the Baby Sky - 東方神起

2009-09-16T00:40:00.003+09:00

Baby sky
All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like when you are here with me

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine what it wants, how it's supposed to feel
I'm singing (it's my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

p/s: i cant help but wonder whats going to happen to them and scare myself to death unintentionally.

忘れないよ - 青山テルマ

2009-09-14T05:16:00.003+09:00

at 20.

ive got way overdue assignments to hand in today and its only halfway done. i have pictures from the trip to upload and pictures from the sleepover at Halen's. im being such a procrastinator; maybe its the age? haha! okay it's just the hormones seriously. its been all jumpy one time and all bitchy the next so its driving me crazy. yes, i was in the state of pms-ing. now im fine i think. but waking up to a cold isnt exactly my idea of a good morning. i slept at 9 yesterday and ignored every knock on the door, every text received and every call. im so tired i could barely lift a finger. -.-" so i woke up today at 3am and started with my homework! depressing. i wonder if we can get out of class early today. since we're all still sore and tired. (look at me generalizing like a pro. haha!)

anyways, will be doing a lot of errands today. yes, thankgod im not fasting today. i might dry up in the middle of the road and crumple. hahaha!

see ya!

Alex - Flowerpot

2009-09-10T02:42:00.003+09:00

i forgot all about my brother's 17th birthday and i feel so guilty about it. *slaps self.

i completely regretted re-watching WGM from the very beginning.. well, i just regretted even having the thought about re-watching it.

okay i just got a very exciting news. im sad. i dont feel like blogging.

Sitting Down Here - Lene Marlin

2009-09-06T23:06:00.003+09:00

Im trying not to avoid you,
Just dont wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I really dont have a choice
Youre talking lie you know me
And wanna be my friend
But thats really too late now,
I wont try it once again
You may think that Im loser,
That I dont really care
You may think that its all forgotten,
But you should be aware
Cause Ive learned to get revenge
And I swear youll experience that some day
Im sitting down here,
But hey you cant see me
Kinda invisible
You dont sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you one day

Dynamite - A'ST1

2009-09-04T07:33:00.001+09:00

over and over and over and over... even with the fear that sometimes, someone's not there.

Purple Line - 東方神起

2009-09-01T01:24:00.004+09:00

i dont know what's more yabai; the fact that ive gone to basically all my favourite boybands' concerts or the fact that im actually in Japan and going to all these concerts. :D

---

5 months ago today at this exact moment, i couldnt even close my eyes to sleep afraid that i might miss a goodbye, going back and forth in my mind if ive spent quality time with the ones i love most, what life will be like alone and so forth. im still alive, so im grateful. im still me, and im grateful. my faith is still strong, im grateful. with some shitty moments here and there, i thought i was going to lose it but somehow, just the thought of how hard it is for me to actually get here made me stay. the faces of how proud everyone at home is made me stay and finish what i, myself started. it wasn't easy, it still isnt and it will never be. so im trying to stay afloat no matter what may come and try to drown me (by this i dont mean my favourite boys.)

life's tough, i get that now. so im gonna go through every single thing that comes; one and a time. :)

im glad i got to where i am now. ♥

Fresh Woman - Rain

2009-08-30T00:57:00.002+09:00

LEGEND OF RAINISM TOMORROW! :D I AM VERY SEXCITED!

hehehehe. i met Helen, Liling and Shal for sungkai today. it was fun! then we went to Forever21 to look around and everyone of us ended up buying clothes! :) (note to self; never wear crazy heels while shopping in Forever21, might kill you.)

i have nothing to talk about. just a shout to Ka Amy who's anticipating her special Arashi post. im very sorry, i almost died today because im so tired. i promise, tomorrow night. or monday. :) gomen!

and with that, im off to bed. or i wont be able to wake up tomorrow. i will kill myself if im late.

ja ne!

This Letter (feat. Maliq) - Vibekingz

2009-08-28T07:13:00.003+09:00

omg this is the prettiest song!

apparently they dont allow embedding for the video. its here. im sorry if its an old song i havent really update myself on that side of the music world. :)

anyways, im excited today. i'll be heading to Arashi's 5x10 to get my Ka Amy's goodies. :) i wonder if MatsuJun might come out of the hall or something. :D such a pretty sadistic boy. ♥
i have tests today and im quite tired. i have IT&C class in the morning so im gonna study in between creating my programs and then there's my hour long lunch. so yeah. will sleep early tonight so i can be fresh over the weekend. :D

ive cleaned up my facebook friendslist. why? because i swear i dont know THAT many people. and twitter will be next. and then locking up the blog. :)

alright. will do a little revising now.

ps: omg that person is so annoying. :\

제발 잘해줘 (현중 Solo) - SS501

2009-08-26T23:48:00.004+09:00

tag replies.

nabil: AKU PUUUUNNNNNNNNN! :D

amalina: lol. its because if i dont go i might cry for a bagajillion years and regret i didnt go. :) omg! yes! next time we can go together! annnnd, no. hahaha. right now i have school. hehehehe. ;D

----

hey! yes, i plan to catch up on a little more sleep today. i have done all my homework, studied for tomorrow's lesson and memorised everything for tomorrow's tests. :) its really crazy; my life i mean. numerous tests on weekdays and concerts on weekends. its not THAT bad right? im not doing illegal stuff. :D

we had english class today. the english was easy but the part where we have to translate english to japanese was hard. -.-" oh, and then we sang The Carpenter's top of the world. i was so giddy cos that was the song we performed back when i was in kindergarten in St. Angelas. old school baby, old school. my teacher said we'll be singing Jacko next week. woohoo! i hope its gonna be beat it. :) im a dork like that, so what. i like english class.

i cannot wait till this weekend. i read somewhere, Rain is going to play the guitar and there are also rumours that he's going to sing one of Jacko's songs. isnt it cool? so so so cool.

okay. see ya! :)

ps: i just have to post this because well, just because.

now im imagining how the concert will be. :Q______
and how more stupid i'll become after that.
i bet there'll be ripping of clothes.
and raping.
and heart, mind & soul abuse.
so from now on im counting the minutes. ;D

pps: school trip to Nagano-ken is actually from 9th Sept. :D

Forever - NewS

2009-08-25T02:09:00.005+09:00

again another late night post. hehe. i got back from school around 9pm today. we had this meeting with the SNIE guys and well, almost everything was decided and then i just start telling them about this whole month being a fasting month and everything and guess what, they cancelled the whole event! -.-" sigh. i was already excited about ice making. hehehe.

anyway, met my friends! the regular faces. the head, Kei-nii(he insisted!) was being extremely nice to me, not that he's not nice from the beginning, patting my head like im a kid and making silly faces. :) i like that. reminded me of Abang Adel, i dont exactly know why though. :') Yuuta-kun was friendly, came up to me while i was doing my homework while waiting for the others to come and just introduced himself. then he suddenly asked me what kinds of songs i listen to and after i told him Korean and Japanese, he guessed Tohoshinki. awww! i like him already. seriously. he said they were cool. what a way to get to my heart. hehehe. ;) ja, who else was there.. ah! someone who's name i completely forgot cos he spoke so fast but he was nice. he told everyone, "meet Dila-chan!" these 3 treat me like a kid. im not kidding. i like them. :D
and then, Erika was there! YATTA! i was so happy. we started talking about everything. and then i met Mai, Saki and Hami. :) we started talking and laughing so loudly someone got jealous. haha! Okajima aka Kaji was mentally abusing me with his crazy fast talk. -.-" i like him since the first time i saw him. im amazed he can still remember my name when i keep forgetting his. hahah! then we went for dinner. and and and then Hiro finally introduced himself! and i went jhgakhsgfkgasveryhotokaythanksalmostfainted. :)

so yeah, most of my japanese friends are really friendly. they're pretty patient with my almost zero ability to talk to them. haha. so this Saturday instead of a Summer Festival they changed to a something party which i dont think i'll be able to go. because i have a date with the TV! and they most prolly will drink their ass off till they cant walk straight. maybe i should just see them later on during the Halloween Party in October! i want to wear a high school uniform. :)

anyways, i think i aced my tests today. so i dont think i need to feel guilty about me buying the Boys Over Flowers Premium Event ticket now. :) and i should go shopping now for shampoo and "other needs". i want new sexy panties. tomorrow maybe.

alright, off i go to cram more stuff in my poor little head. :)
so happy today. :') and i still smell like Kaji. :')

Love in the Ice - 東方神起

2009-08-24T01:30:00.000+09:00

i really want to watch this. RAAIIINNNN :Q___
25th Nov is a long way to go. :\

ive beginning to take this late night blogging as a habit. a very bad one. usually, for me, kanarazu, by 10pm i'll be already asleep. actually, i dont really have anything to write about. hahahah! just excited. :)
oh, BigBang's tour in Japan will be postponed all the way till early next year. i hope its after i get back from Brunei. wouldnt want to miss it. i'll miss this year's new year countdown concert though. thats okay. there are like 9 more years ahead. hahaha! dont ask about my plans. :)

i have 6 tests tomorrow. and then this SNIE thing, i think. my shoulders are sore. please dont mind my inconsistency. :)

雨降る時には君の傘になろう..
風吹く時には君の壁になろう...
♥

ja ne!

Heartbreaker - G-Dragon

2009-08-23T11:13:00.001+09:00

you're my ha-ha-ha-heartbreaker! no way.. no way.. :DD

GD is so sexy. the end.

나만 바라봐 Part 3 (REMIX) - 태양 & G-Dragon (빅뱅)

2009-08-23T03:07:00.005+09:00

tag replies!

izza: AWU WAH! aku lupa password yang old-new one. heheheh :) kajut ku ada Ennef Sheen. hahahahahahah! those were the glory days. :D

nabil: thanks!

wan: selamat berpuasa to you too! :)

zila: helloooo! :) Selamat berpuasa. and i miss you too!

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hi! i should stop updating at this hour of the day/night/morning. but im excited. because, i went for a-Nation today all fasting and stuff and i survived! i thought i was going to faint in between the screaming, jumping, dancing and sweating! hello, my boys are so sexy today its sinful. sigh.. i could go on and on for hours hyperventilating and fangirling. its just a bliss and the heat today didnt bother me at all. :') im so happy those things that are going on now arent really bothering them. :') happy tears happy tears.

so i have itchy hands and just going to random sites and then! i saw this thing about the Boys Over Flower casts will be coming over to Tokyo for a premium show and yes me being a HUGE fan of Kim Hyunjoong just went and click 'buy ticket' straight away. :) very fast action see, i wish i can be this way with my studies. i should start setting my priorities very very very straight. apparently, the last time i straightened it, wasnt as effective. its all bendy and filled with turns. -.-" but then again these concerts make me a happy girl.

and so it looks like my weekends are filled like so;
8/29(Sat) Summer Festival (SNIE)
8/30(Sun) Legend of Rainism Concert
9/05(Sat) Boys over Flowers Premium Event
9/11(Fri) - 9/13(Sun) School Trip to Nagano-ken
oh and there'll be a long weekend holiday week after that. maybe i should go somewhere. Korea? Hawaii? :) Hawaii makes me laugh, i dont know why. hehehe.

i watched Jonas Brothers concert experience this morning. its weird but heck, that Joe Jonas is hot. please dont laugh. Nick Jonas has a voice that can melt my heart. :) i wonder if they'll come to Japan. haha!

i had my Sahur already. will be going to sleep in a bit. will be doing more studying in the morning. hopefully i'll get a lot more later on. yes, i need to do good on this test or i'll feel guilty for getting those Boys Over Flowers Premium Event ticket. oh, allowance coming in on Monday. and ive been eyeing this pretty Autumn coat. (and a Coach wallet too.)

okay! last but not least,

it's Joe Jonas! ;)

see ya!

12시 34분 (Nothing Better) - 동방신기

2009-08-22T02:38:00.000+09:00

hey! i did say im gonna update much more often. :)

i am currently oovoo-ing with Beebee while waiting for Sahur in 30mins time. decided to stay up to do my homeworks but apparently, i havent started touching any of my homeworks and tomorrow i'll be off to a-Nation! oooh baby! and i have to cram my brain for 6 different tests that my teacher decided to dump on us. -.-"

anyways, autumn and winter coats are already on sale! jkhgdfkjsd I WANT! oh dear. im so broke now. whyyyyy.

oh, the kouryukai today was successful. although the jinglish was pretty bad but it was all cool. hehehe. :) and a couple other things i'd rather not say. ew-much dakara.

anyways, i'm off to make my tea now and get my dates! and sleep i go. or do my homeworks. heheh. see ya!

사랑 안녕 사랑(Love Bye Love)_Micky - 東方神起

2009-08-20T22:47:00.003+09:00

hi. i dont know why i even bother but for the sake not forgetting my so-called adventures being in Tokyo im writing this. school just started 2 days ago and im already running around like a headless chicken because its a huge jump between the elementary level and the intermediate. lessons are much much more faster, there are more words to memorize and pretty much more of everything. im a tad bit free today so i decided to change my layout and well, hopefully start to write more from today on.

the fasting month will start this Saturday for us. probably Brunei too but im not too sure. i cant wait till Saturday when i can actually settle down and have all the right reasons to stop interacting wildly.

moving on now. i finally get to buy my dates today! its the same as the one dad used to get; from Tunisia! and its very yummy. :) so i was asked if ive been good. yes, i have. in fact, life so great, im practically broke. okay, truth be told, i want to go home. and truth be told, i miss my parents so much it hurts just to think about them, let alone start talking about them. im not ignorant, i just dont want to fall when im so high up.

so yeah.

p/s: im not kidding about my link list. the people i linked last time have either changed links or locked their blogs so i cant be bothered anymore. leave your links and i'll re-link you. thanks.

Sad to say - Jasmine

2009-07-25T20:59:00.001+09:00

i somehow think that there's is no use of keeping a blog. -.-"

i just dont have the time to blog or do anything anymore. oh life, where have you gone?

Rainy Nights - ジュンス(東方神起）

2009-07-09T06:59:00.001+09:00

心はいたい！ :'(

so im trying to mend whatever is left in me.

i'll be back.

明日は来るから - 東方神起

2009-07-06T07:34:00.002+09:00

hey!

just posting up my summer concert schedules.

- 1st August Super Junior Live in Japan 6pm
- 13th August SS501 Live in Budokan 1pm
- 22nd August A-Nation Live 3pm

there are a few more that im still deciding on. we'll see.

ahhh, and Big Bang fan signing event on Wednesday! YOSH!

ja ne!

COLORS~ Music and Harmony - Tokyo Dome live

2009-07-05T10:17:00.003+09:00

I IS LEGENDARY.

there's no word in the world that could express the feelings i had during the whole THREE AND A HALF HOURS of being in Tokyo Dome sitting/standing so close to the boys, MY BOYS. ♥♥♥♥♥

i loved it. i was in tears, happy tears! ♥♥♥

i realised how much i love the boys not for their mere looks but for their talent and how they actually react to the fans.
somewhere in between the 3 hours, ive gave up my heart wholely. ♥

東方神起 - Stand By You

2009-07-04T09:52:00.002+09:00

hello July! which also means

TOKYO DOME CONCERT!

it's today btw. and i'll be off later in the afternoon. i bet there are already people lining up.

okay i'll be getting ready now and eat breakfast! :)

Stand by you - 東方神起

2009-06-28T09:08:00.002+09:00

im having a tummy ache. -.-" i ate proper food yesterday too.

went to the RA's cafe last night and didnt take pictures! why! :( and they were all in yukatas, so cute. blergh. i bet i can name those who didnt. hahahah!

anyways, the whole day yesterday i was well, hybernating in my room watching HOTSHOT. yes, i was uberly mesmerised by gorgeous Jerry Yan for some reason. come on, he was part of my umm... teenage life? haha. i grow up with his and his band mates music. woohoo! go F4! hehehehe

i have lost interest in a lot of things which kinda scares me right now.

ahh, need toilet. ja ne!

What goes around... - Justin Timberlake

2009-06-25T21:20:00.001+09:00

I MISS MY BESTFRIENDS.

Afiq, come to Tokyo!
Karen, why are you never online?

:(

Stay Away - Josh Hoge

2009-06-24T07:52:00.002+09:00

take out your uchiwas and start flapping them! the sun's brutal in the summer here. i might get myself a sexy tan unintentionally. :)

i cannot wait till summer holidays when i can go boy watching! hehe.
oh next week, i'll be of to Tokyo Dome for 東方神起 - The Secret Code concert. i thought of going to Hey! Say! Jump! Summer concert but its on the same day so well.. Nana Mizuki is having her diamond concert on the same day too. oh dear.

okay! im late for school and its raining here so the trains are gonna be a tad bit slower. so.. ja ne!

Infinity - Girl Next Door

2009-06-22T21:10:00.002+09:00

what amuses me is that boys here spend hours and hours accompanying their girlfriends shopping without complaining and even offer their ridiculous sometimes cute opinion. like choosing a nail colour. cool eh?

yes, i go around the city observing the human race. its fun.

What's Love - JUJU

2009-06-21T22:30:00.001+09:00

the internet stopped working last night because of one special person. pfft. what on earth was he thinking using the electric cooker in the lobby, seriously ridiculous. tsktsk.

i went out again today despite the rain because i have to study and starbucks' has been my study place for a while now. oh and the guy behind the counter making my favourite caramel frappuchino is cute. too cute i might just spread whipped cream on his face and lick him clean. :Q__ hehehehe. okay, focus.

anyways, i went shopping yesterday. extreme splurging. a little today too. just because i havent done any shopping for the longest time. i deserve it cos ive been doing well in school.

tomorrow though, i have a test on Kanji, a speech, maths class and homework to hand in. i think i forgot where i kept my piece of paper. seriously i should stop changing school bags. -.-"

we planned Jan's surprise birthday bash today. will be buying him a pillow! hahaha! dont ask why. and now i have to find a pretty decent reason to distract him. hoo-boy. this should be fun considering the fact that everytime he's around me my heart goes doki-doki. hoooo-booyyyy.

oh. i've been listening to a lot of JUJU lately especially the one taken from the movie 余命一ヶ月の花嫁(April Bride) starring Eita and Eikura Nana. i love Eita btw. everyone should watch it with me because its great. i think its great cos i cried watching the bloody trailer. TRAILER. yes, you got that right.

Plot
On April 5, 2007, a couple married in a church. At first glance, it was a typical wedding. The bride, however, was suffering from late-stage breast cancer and had been given only a month to live.

Notes
1. Based on the true story of Chie Nagashima, a women afflicted with breast cancer and her husband Taro Akasu.
2. Chie Nagashima's story was also told in a 2007 TBS documentary.

Cast
* Nana Eikura - Chie Nagashima
* Eita - Taro Akasu
* Satomi Tezuka
* Misako Yasuda
* Akira Emoto

my heart burns for Tora (Eita). :'(

i cant wait till it comes out on dvd! or better yet, im gonna drag someone to the cinema to watch it with me. :D i know its gonna worth every penny. I LOVE EITA. hahahaha. not the point but I LOVE EITA. okay thankyou.

goodnight!

明日が来るなら - JUJU feat JAY'ED

2009-06-17T23:13:00.000+09:00

that's right people. i'm officially back from my Tokyo run-around madness and will hopefully start updating and uploading pictures up as often as i can. i will also promise not to start typing in random Japanese. :8)

on a random note. I HAVE AN ACCENT! woohoo! :D

with that, till the next post!

mata ne!

Apple and Cinnamon - 宇多田ヒカル

2009-05-13T07:50:00.002+09:00

i'm still wondering why Hiki's Hikaru is in katakana. hmmm.

okay. lack of updates and im in tokyo! ive been very busy and the fact that i have to do everything on my own is just -.-" i have photos waiting to be posted but im very very lazy right now. and im in the process of emptying my current laptop. the new one s suppose to come the end of this week. :) and also this weekend i'll be off to Futchu to Amy's place to try out new recipes for Asean fest. hope everything will turn out okay.

i have a re-test which i refuse to sit for today cos i feel like going home early. and i have a headache. and tomorrow is the big test on chapter 5 & 6. oh! we had our seat rearrangement yesterday! よかった！heheheh!

ahh, i better go. have to go to school in 15 minutes. i need to eat breakfast. banana! 8D

What If- Super Junior

2009-05-09T13:17:00.002+09:00

i have a friend by the name of Solidad. he (yes, a boy) is gorgeous and super smart it pisses me off. okay, not really, he helps me with school stuff. he sits next to me so i can sniff him everyday. hahah! kidding. he's just fiiiinnneeee. and he has eyes that i can drool over. 8D

hello world, Japan's been very nice to me. i think im staying. :)

p/s: lack of updates becos ive been very busy with school and *cough*Young-sang*cough*. HI BEEBEE! :p

Always - Big Bang

2009-05-05T18:55:00.002+09:00

my heart aches for the most crazy-beyond-believe reason. (really heart, should we even be doing this right now?) uh-huh, here we go again. i hate this constant battle between my mind and my heart. go figure.

im off studying the only way those two stay in one line and not go haywire on me. :)

Pure - Exile

2009-05-02T22:54:00.002+09:00

hello May! its been a month since i left Brunei. i havent encounter anything weird.. YET. so far so good. assignments/homework are driving me crazy as per usual. i am now on a five-days holiday since its golden week and therefore there are special sales going on everywhere. im going totally nuts.

ahh, i have to write up a 4 page essay on what i did over the holiday too due on wednesday so i might make stuff up since i dont really plan on going anywhere. in total i have one four paged essay and one four paged "masukei" that needs to be reformed to dictionary terms, "nai" terms and "te" terms. taihen ne. -.-" ganbatte masu!

i met with a few Bruneian senpai here today. spent the whole day with them and i had so much fun. had more purikura taken. hahaha. had lunch over at a yummy indian restaurant in Shinagawa then dinner at a kaiten sushi in Shibuya and saikou, deserts over at krispy kreme! 8D

i forgot to buy sugar! seriously, next time i go grocery shopping i need to make a list. a really decent one. sigh.

oh, ive already got the funny accent when i talk in malay. im not kidding. D:

ja ne!

On Your Mind - Kat-tun

2009-04-30T00:03:00.000+09:00

Like you were meant to, you were there, you were too close, and I never told you that you’re important, yet you were there.

yeah, like that.

Let That Be Enough - Switchfoot

2009-04-27T07:55:00.001+09:00

STRESSED!

idk if i can keep up with any more.

Rainy Night - 준수 (東方神起)

2009-04-24T06:44:00.002+09:00

居はし月二十四日です。8D

i have to really start using japanese intensively. not that i havent, its just hard when there isnt any japanese around the house except for the RAs.

I HAD A VERY BAD DREAM LAST NIGHT. not bad as in BAD bad, its weird bad and i was running from someone. -.-" oh and i woke up in the middle of the night and then the dream resumed itself after i fell back into my slumber all the way till i woke up. sigh.

i have an appointment with Chie today. and umm, Disneyland on sunday. *biggest smile* my laptop is getting too slow for my liking. ah well.

i'll be getting ready for school now!

ja ne!

Valenti - BoA

2009-04-20T14:03:00.002+09:00

あたしの　お母さんは　合いたいよ。T-T

who's been reading my blog? the numbers increases by quite a lot since i last unlock it. hmmm? 人の経ん他？

Again & Again (R&B mix) - 2PM

2009-04-17T16:52:00.002+09:00

finally, the weekend is here!

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY GOE;SS!

i'll be off shopping tonight. 8D

and im super tired i could sleep the whole weekend away.

My Girl - TaeGoon

2009-04-15T21:35:00.004+09:00

4th day of intensive nihongo. so far so good. im learning pretty slowly for now, maybe cos its a tad bit too rusty up there. therefore i need to work extra hard. ganbatte masu!

life's been good. i miss the family very much but at the same time, i dont want to go home... yet. i need more sleep time, otherwise, im all great. oh and i need to keep reminding myself that spending money is the source of all evil. -.-" but i have my eyes on this really pretty sketchers i feel like i must own it now. oh dear heart, please to wait until the end of this month, please.

Maureen's turning 19 tomorrow. the guys and i are gonna plan something, hopefully, if theyre not tired when they get back from Shimo. everyone's getting new phones, finally! its boring to be the only one with a phone. heheh.

soreja, todemo namui desu, ja mata ne!

왜 내가... - Shinhwa

2009-04-12T11:58:00.002+09:00

B, C, D meeting at the MP hall of the study building.

the RAs and I. not all of them were present. my favouritest wasnt there. :( hehe.

we had a welcome party but i dont have any pictures from that night. oh well.

going out now. ja ne!

What If- Super Junior

2009-04-11T01:53:00.000+09:00

when we go wild and koko yan stayed over illegally (haha).

Love Story - Rain

2009-04-08T10:57:00.003+09:00

i feel sick in the tummy. maybe i need to poop? but im feeling nauseous for some odd reason. at this moment there are boys right outside my window shouting at their friend upstairs to wake her up. boys are prohibited from the girls' dorm while we girls can go in and out their dorm freely! uh-huh.

oh, i dont have school today and tomorrow. so if Yumni and her mom are coming, i could meet them. im free over the weekend too but not Friday, we have class placements then. 8D school's starting and i cant wait! ive rusted so much over the holidays and the spending is making me sick. :(

hmmm, what else is there to say?

somehow i cant blog properly about Tokyo. to me its already too overwhelming to be here and be far away from my family. Tokyo is just.... awesome. yes. and they have the nicest people on planet earth and the yummiest sushi and the weirdest street fashion style. the more wild you are with your style, the lesser people will stare at you top to toe. i swear. 8D all in all, you'll have to come here to know for yourself. it'll be worth every single penny.

i'll write again soon. its been very hectic here. oh, i'll be off to shinjuku later today with Dini i think. i have to call her first though. ahh, my phone is lime green. how exciting.

ja ne!

明日は来るから - 東方神起

2009-04-07T22:37:00.002+09:00

ive been eaten by wonderful Tokyo. 8D

YES I JUMPED.

heaven.

w/o Notice (Kamenashi Kazuya Solo) - KAT-TUN

2009-04-04T09:12:00.002+09:00

hello! i know i promised pictures but its been very very very busy since i got here i couldnt even breathe properly yet until today. :) i had a nice 15 hours sleep. hahahah! i havent had anything to eat since yesterday morning so i think i'll go and buy some this morning and stock myself up. the constant walking everywhere is tiring and hehe, my jeans are loose! oh bliss!

yesterday was very hectic, i went all the way to Shinagawa in the morning to look for the embassy but failed and came back for orientation which was okay. met with the RAs who were really nice. then had to walk and exchange trains all the way to Meguro to register for my alien card and insurance. back at 7 and went to sleep.

im in a very KATTUN mood right now because i'll be off to Shibuya to get tickets to Tokyo Dome. 8D oh the excitement is driving me crazy!

on another not, there'll be a Sakura party later today over at Komaba park which is only 5 minutes away. i'm hoping to do some bonding today. seriously. ive been cooped up in my room more than anyone else. hahahah!

ja matta!